Side by side on a bed. It was the first anniversary.
The trip was my present, while you handed me a black book. In it were familiar stories, musings I've already read. Your entries for the past year, now in black and white. But the last page was new. Weird, it was another first: me reading your thoughts while you watched on.
"Now look at me," said the last line.
With a puzzled look, I turned to my left and you mouthed...
"I love you."
*****
That black book must be gathering dust now, along with the little things and notes you gave me. Or perhaps they've long found their repose in the dumps.
It's been more than a year since I dropped them off at your dorm, one night when you chose to go out with your students rather than settle things with me.
No more black book. No more you. No more drama...
Thank God!
=)
palakpakan ang pagdating ng BIDA KONTRABIDA...Rubi :P
ReplyDeletekilig ako sa first part pero na-sad ako sa last. :)
ReplyDeletebakit ganun...haaaay.
ReplyDeleteang sad naman
such a sweet memory. though hindi maganda ung ending ninyo, as long as you are happy in the end, it's good! =D *hugs*
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you've moved forward. :)
ReplyDeleteThe first part was really sweet. It's sad it didn't work out. But hey, there's still alot of guys out there. Who knows, right?
ReplyDeletebeautiful disaster???? LOL.
ReplyDelete@jepoy: baliw ka talaga. hehe
ReplyDelete@aris: hindi ka ma-sasad pag nakita mo siya, sasabihin mo sa kin, buti natauhan ka na. hehe. thanks for dropping by sir. appreciate it as always :)
@erick: ok na iyon, better that way :)
@lee: hugs back!
@dragonfly: thanks thanks! :)
ReplyDelete@engel: yep, not giving up on my love story. nyehe, hang-corny ko lang. hehe
@nimrod: disaster disaster!!! lol
Darc: aw.
ReplyDeletemay date ka na ba for valentine's?
MWAHAHAHAHAHA
nag climax ako tapos bumaba bigla ang emotion ko. panalong entry for valentines.
ReplyDeletenext time, ibang color naman. pink? periwinkle? lavender? =)
ReplyDeletememories nga naman. haha lumalabas lalo na't malapit na ang v-day.
ReplyDeletethe painful part of letting go is saying goodbye to wonderful memories :(
ReplyDeleteMay hirit sa huli. Ayus. Happy Valentine's!
ReplyDeleteGood for you :)
ReplyDeletehello... ;)
ReplyDelete@eternalwanderer: ay tapos na valentine. a day too late ko nabasa. hehe
ReplyDelete@bunwich: nagtatampo ako, hindi naman ako intimidating eh :(
@paci: blue sana gusto ko. kaya lang parang may exam, blue book. hehe
@nyl: lol. what can i say? guilty as charged. hehe
@kikit: agree agree. pero after all that, magiging happy ulit ;)
ReplyDelete@chichirya: belated happy balentayms sir!
@ruby: tenkyu po! :)
@geek: elow back ;)