Friday, January 29

Scared

I've been scaring myself silly for the past few nights. I even cried in bed. When Perf de Castro started strumming Kaleidescope World, the tears just had to give in.

What if I've been misdiagnosed for the past 3 months?

Nurse friend told me to take the test already, just for peace of mind. Told him, I'm not emotionally prepared. Then I remembered he was finishing his master's in psych nursing. There was no way out.

I'm waiting for his go signal. I guess I really am taking the test soon.
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20 comments:

  1. itsMePeriodFriday, January 29, 2010

    awwww.hope you're okay

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  2. engelFriday, January 29, 2010

    hey, don't fret. it's all in your head. you'll be okay. =)

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  3. leeSaturday, January 30, 2010

    don't worry. for what it's worth, the test might give a better understanding of whatever it is your going through.

    hope you'll be okay. *hugs* =)

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  4. MkSurf8Saturday, January 30, 2010

    hope everthing will turn out ok. smile =)

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  5. AnonymousSaturday, January 30, 2010

    sino ba ang emotionally prepared sa mundong ito?

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  6. AnonymousSaturday, January 30, 2010

    cliche but face your fears...

    -geek

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  7. Darc DiaristSaturday, January 30, 2010

    thanks guys.
    i hate being paranoid but the signs are just so telling. i should really do it, i guess.

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  8. AnonymousSunday, January 31, 2010

    sabi nga diba ni robin padilla diba? think positive wag kang aayaw. ok kalimutan mo yang sinabi nyang yan dahil hindi yan applicable sa issue mong yan ngayon, kelangan THINK NEGATIVE!!!! smile lang D :D

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  9. bunwichSunday, January 31, 2010

    me and some of my friends are feeling the same way... may ka praningang nagaganap/

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  10. ikaSunday, January 31, 2010

    hold on, sir.

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  11. Darc DiaristSunday, January 31, 2010

    you're not helping jepoy, ito talaga. hehe

    @bumwich: might be the news. ewan. basta. hay... hope you guys are not as paranoid as me though.

    ika, talagang dapat may sir? natawa naman ako. haha

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  12. MugenSunday, January 31, 2010

    Its all in the news, everybody's scared. Everybody claims they have the signs.

    As for me, damn all those shit and live, like I'm living the last days of my life. :)

    Cheer up dude. Don't let it muddle your head.

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  13. wanderingcommuterMonday, February 01, 2010

    well i just hope it turns out well... kaya yan!

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  14. citybuoyMonday, February 01, 2010

    tama si dabo. you can never be prepared, especially with things that could potentially shake us.

    i hope everything works out. i'm due to get tested soon. scary. emotional prep overtime.

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  15. Darc DiaristMonday, February 01, 2010

    @galen and wanderingcommuter: thanks much!

    good luck nyl!

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  16. ArisMonday, February 01, 2010

    don't worry. everything's going to be ok. *hugs*

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  17. i am bekiTuesday, February 02, 2010

    good luck! everything's gonna be good! :D

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  18. Darc DiaristTuesday, February 02, 2010

    thanks aris and beki. the days drag. hayayay...

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  19. /iambrewWednesday, February 03, 2010

    i agree with dabo, who is emotionally prepared anyway? dun worry too much. im sure it' nothing.

    be safe and enjoy life.

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  20. iuricoThursday, February 04, 2010

    Ang alin ba?

    Test para saan? Or am I just being stupid and not reading between the lines? (okay, forget I asked)

    Whatever it is, Im sure I'll read a future entry from you that the tests revealed negative results.

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