Wednesday, October 20

Limos

A great part of me wishes that I could find a boyfriend who makes me feel as if I'm the only one who matters. Yes, it's selfish. Yes, it's irrational. But when you've always felt as if you're the least of priorities, that self-centered desire becomes all the more enticing. I mean I don't think I'm high maintenance and I don't think I'm demanding. Maybe that's it, I don't demand. That's why I can get moved to last. Everybody can never get cancelled... everybody except me.

My heartbreak story made me resolve to no longer ask for pittance. Ayoko na manlimos ng oras at panahon... simply because there's nothing more genuine than love that's freely given, time freely given.

No haggling.
No bargaining.
No arm-twisting.
No choices to be made between you and someone else...

Simply because you are the obvious choice.

But then on the flipside, why should my time depend on someone else's? If I can get cancelled and moved around just like that, then it only means that I should have a greater hand in determining how I spend my time. Breaking free from being a loser starts with deciding that I matter and that MY TIME rests on MY HANDS.

And for that, my birthday weekend is now officially booked. I expect gifts ha! Lol. I kid, I kid. There's no better present than your presence. Hallmark much? Haha :P

Weekend has arrived
Everybody's trying to find something to get into
My friends wanna go out
But I can't cancel my plans

Got a date with my baby
He's taking me out so I'm gonna catch up with you
Some other day, gotta go
Can't make him wait tonight

Have to make sure I'm looking hot
'Cause we're going to our favorite spot
'Til the morning we're gonna rock
Boy, you knock me up, yeah

My baby, doesn't matter what's going on or who's around us
All I see is you
Right now they're playing our song, the dance floor is ours
All I see is you

The DJ's got me feeling like I did
When I first met you
And there's nothing that can break us apart in two
All I see is you

- All I See, Kylie Minogue

20 comments:

  1. at magpaparty tayo till the break of dawn. me ganun? hahahaha.

    nainvite ko na yung isa. at alam mo na naman ang sinabi diba?

    ayoko na magcomment about paghingi ng time and all, basta friend isipin mo na lang na hindi mo kawalan iyon, kawalan nila iyon. ganda ganda mo eh. :P

    advance happy bday. :)

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  2. Darc Diarist,

    Ako naman ang hinahanap ko ay iyong mapo-protektahan ko, yun nga lang wala pa din. Anyways celebrate that you are single. Buti nga madami kang kaibigan at successful ang career mo, iyon ang mas mahalaga na lang.

    Advance!

    Cio

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  3. maaga na akong babati. happy birthday! :)

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  4. Oist kelan to? Saan to? =P

    Jason

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  5. Happy Bday Darc!!! weeeee!!

    wag mag alala, darating yang c prince charming, at ipipilit nya pang isuot sa iyo ang Louboutins! LOL

    dami ytang nagbe bertdey ngaun ah hehehe...

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  6. ok ipag wiwish kita na sana after ng bday mo may makilala ka na talagang magmamahal sayu...everybody deserves someone to love...

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  7. He will come, believe that he will.

    So when's the celebration? Sama ako. Videoke tayo. :)

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  8. i can totally relate on this.. :) kaso nkakalungkot pag nag'start ka ng di manlimos, tapos di tlga sya magkukusang magbigay ng time.. :(




    eniwei, advance.. may u enjoy ur beerday,, :))

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  9. birthday mo din??? wow! ang dami talaga nating sabay sabay... :P

    happy birthday sir!:D

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  10. happy happy birthday. advance kong advance

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  11. @jepoy DEE: kailan pa kayo nagpakasal ni enchong dee?!

    @cio: interestingly, marami naghahanap ng knight in shining armor :) habulin ko pa iyong successful career. balitaan kita 'pag meron na. hehe

    @aris: weee, yey. binati mo ako. hehe

    @jason: hulaan mo. haha

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  12. @soltero: weee, binati mo rin ako. hehe :P hintayin ko iyang louboutins na iyan!

    @mac: yey, thanks for the wish! :)

    @red: yes, i believe! hehe

    @macz: i'm touched. you get me. ayun nga iyon... pagkukusa.

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  13. @gaspard: yey, haberdey sa atin. sino'ng sir? nasan iyong sir na iyon?! :P

    @orally: tenchu :P

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  14. may pinaparinggan darc? lol

    plane ticket ko nasan na??? hahaha

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  15. @lee: mag-bus ka! :P

    @engel: thank you!!!

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  16. kaya kita kaibigan e...

    kapit lang na parang nasa bus, bumusina kung kinakailangan.. at huminto pag wala ng gasolina. mag recharge at ipag-patuloy ang biyahe.

    miss ko na kayo.

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  17. Belated happy birthday, Darc. Saka nasaan napunta ang bagong post mo?

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  18. thank you victor. um, nandiyan lang iyong post na iyon. hehe :)

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